I stand here on the seashore,
Watching and looking out for you,
Time passes by so slowly,
But just like a palace guard, I stand and watch.
I see you coming over the horizon,
The sight of you carves a smile on my face,
My heart is filled with undying love and joy or so I though,
Like a child I stand here awaiting your return.
Out of nowhere a black cloud looms over you,
Huge and powerful while I am weak and pathetic,
It has you in it's grasp,
My knees grow weak with fear,
I swear, I saw you wave goodbye.
You're gone now and I am still standing here,
Your loss has pierced my soul like a bullet with butterfly wings,
I am hurt like hell and my love bleeds away,
Replaced with hate and anger,
I try to swim out to save you.
If you could only see that I am sinking like a stone,
The sea is getting colder every second that I am alone,
It's like breathing underwater,
But I just can't let you go.
I put my heart in box where no one can touch it anymore,
Far away from all the pain and misery,
Your sight fills me with pain that I just can't describe,
I wish you could see through my eyes,
I wish I could let you know,
My wishes are wasted on myself,
I am sorry but I am shutting you and everyone else away from me.